CyndaquilsHoshi

Hey guys. I wont be updating my deviantart anymore. Of course ill come and check every once in a while but i just prefer Tumblr at the moment so if you still wanna watch/follow me then do it on this link: cyndaquilshoshi.tumblr.com/

Thank to all my watchers who have been here for such an long time and i hope we see each other again on tumblr

Now im going to kick my ass up and do this so i might can see if i get better over time from the begining to the end :I and im very tired right now and will probebly not end up finishing this as always.. But ey, lets see what i actually can do of this and maybe post something here again :I


1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Cookies
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. Orly?
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All that I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

Doing lots of theese because im bored :I
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HAVE YOU...

smoked
* consumed alcohol
* slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
* slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
* kissed someone of the same sex
had sex
* had someone in your room other than family
* watched porn
*bought porn
tried drugs

TOTAL SO FAR: 7

* taken painkillers
* taken someone else's prescription medicine (Stronger painkillers)
* lied to your parents
* lied to a friend
snuck out of the house
* done something illegal (walked over the road when the light was red.. badass XD)
* felt hurt
* hurt someone
*wished someone to die
seen someone die

TOTAL SO FAR: 15

missed curfew
* stayed out all night
* eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
been to a therapist
received a ticket
been to rehab
* dyed your hair
been in an accident
been to a club
been to a bar

TOTAL SO FAR: 18

been to a wild party
been to a Mardi Gras parade
drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
had a spring break in Florida
sniffed anything
* wore black nail polish
wore arm bands
* wore t-shirts with band names
listened to rap
owned a 50 Cent

TOTAL SO FAR: 20

dressed gothic
* dressed girly
dressed punk
dressed grunge
* stole something  (The clothes my girlfriend forgot.. ITS SO COMFRY)
* been too drunk to remember anything (The reason i dont want to drink ever again)
* blacked out
* fainted
had a crush on a neighbor

TOTAL SO FAR: 25

had a crush on a friend
been to a concert
dry-humped someone; been dry humped (Tha fuck O.o)
* been called a slut (Well thats what i get when im getting bullied :c)
* called someone a slut (But fought back a bit.. )
installed speakers in a car
broken a mirror
* showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
* brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush (... No comment xD)

TOTAL SO FAR: 29

considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
* seen an R-rated movie
* cruised the mall
* skipped school
* had an injury
* gone to court (with the school
* walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
* lied about your age

TOTAL SO FAR: 36

owned/rented an apartment/house
broke the law in the police's presence
made out with someone who had a GF/BF
got in trouble with the police
* talked to a stranger
* hugged a stranger
kissed a stranger
rode in the car with a stranger
been harassed
been verbally harassed

TOTAL SO FAR: 38

* met face-to-face with someone you met online
* stayed online for 5+ hours straight
* talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
* watched TV for 5 hours straight
been to a fair
* been called a bad influence
drank and drove
* prank-called someone
* laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
* cheated on a test

GRAND TOTAL: 46

[ ] If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
[ ] If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
[ ] If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
[ ] If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
[*] If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence] (Eh.. not too bad i guess)
[ ] If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
[ ] If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
[ ] If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
[ ] If you have 81-90 ... write [I got a ticket to Hell]

Am i doing too many of theese? XD

Rule: If you post this in your Journal, title it "I'm Afraid Of _ Out Of 72 Common Fears".

[] The dark
[] Staying single forever
[] Being a parent
[] Giving birth
[x] Being myself in front of others
[x] Open spaces
[] Closed spaces
[x] Heights
[x] Dogs
[] Birds
[] Fish
[x] Spiders
[] Flowers or other plants

Total so far: 4

[] Being touched
[] Deep water
[x] Snakes
[] Silk
[] The ocean
[x] Failure
[] Success
[] Thunder/lightning
[] Frogs/toads
[] My boyfriend's/girlfriend's dad
[] Boyfriend's/girlfriend's mom
[x] Rats
[x] Jumping from high places
[] Snow

Total so far: 8

[] Rain
[] Wind
[x] Crossing hanging bridges
[x] Death
[] Heaven
[x] Being robbed
[] Falling
[x] Clowns
[x] Dolls
[x] Large crowds of people (You might not see it at first on me but i actually are a bit afraid of new people ^^')
[] Men
[] Women
[x] Having great responsibilities
[x] Doctors, including dentists (doctors = needles)
[] Tornadoes

Total so far: 16

[] Hurricanes
[x] Incurable diseases
[x] Sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[] Ghosts
[] Poverty
[] Halloween
[x] School (More also being afraid of being bullied..)
[] Trains
[] Odd numbers
[] Even numbers
[x] Being alone
[] Becoming blind
[] Becoming deaf
[x] Growing up

Total so far: 21

[x] Creepy noises in the night
[x] Bee stings
[x] Not accomplishing your dreams/goals
[x] Needles
[x] Blood
[] Dinosaurs
[] The welcome mat
[] High speed
[] Throwing up
[] Falling in love
[] Super secrets

Final total: 26

If you get more than 30, counseling is strongly recommended.
If you get more than 20, you're paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you're normal.
If you get 10 or less, you're fearless.

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Wow that was rather many fears i have .w.

1. Do you sleep in your bra?
Feel naked without it >.<

2. Do you sleep with socks on?
Since its about to be winter i do now :3

3. Would you rather sleep alone or with someone else?
With ma girlfriend qAq

4. Do you enjoy drama?
Facebook drama, Fuck yearh!

5. Are you a girly-girl?
... I cant answer that really xD

6. Who was the last person you hugged?
My Mom

8. Are you short?
Against most of my friend? IM THE TALLEST >:3

9. Do you like somebody?
Im in love, does that count? <3 :3

10. Does your Facebook password have to do with a boy?
Nope

11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
Sometimes xD

12. Do you think you're alone sometimes?
Yearh..

13. Do you dress up on Halloween?
No, since we have another night for that here in denmark. Its also right after my bithday but could be fun i guess?

14. Are you double jointed?
Whats that?

15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
Where i havendt slept in this big house

16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
No and if they did.. THEY WOULD BE DEEEATH

17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?
Im the weirdest girl in my school.. :c (Not that i mind it but their kind of bullying me)

18. Do you call anybody by their last name?
always first name or a nickname

19. How many guys will read this just because it says "Girl Confessions"?
415365131345 xD

20. Check those that apply:
[ ] I do wear make up.  
[x] I have cried in a movie theater.
[x ] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[/] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[ ] I like death/grind/black metal.
[ ] I like rap. (russian rap)
[ ] I like techno
[x] I like country.
[x] I carry a purse.  
[x] I'd be lost without my computer.
[x] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[x] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[ ] I own a boy band CD.
[x] I get bored watching football.
[ ] I've never been called a spoiled brat.
[x] Guys are confusing.

21. What color is your bra that your wearing?
Purple

22. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys/girls?
... None because im with a lovely girl <3 x3

23. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
Those who are bulliyng me, yes.

24. What's one thing guys can do to make you like them?
Unless your threating me nice like one of your bros.. OUT AND GET KILLED IN MONDORRR *derp*

25. Do you have a best friend?
Three..

26. Have you ever had your heart broken?
2 times but im friends with them again so its okay

27. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
Well.. since im an albino i blush waaay too much and i thought one about getting something done about it .. xD

28. Do you like your life?
Right now, i actually do.

29. WHERE DID YOU GO?
*Poof*

30. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boy/girlfriend from you?
nope

31. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
YES IT WAS FUN XD

32. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
Most girls

33. How long have you had a Facebook?
since 2010 i think

34. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
Yeah

35. What are your biggest fears?
Being left alone
Nobody would like my friendship
Doing something wrong without seeing it
Being bullied (well.. )
spiders

36. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Lots and lots of times

37. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
Freeeja <3

38. Do you believe in the saying "once a cheater, always a cheater?"
I dont know..

39. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
Yeah

40. Do you ever wish you were famous?
FAMOUS COSPLAYER FUCK YEARH

41. Are you currently missing someone?
lots of people

42. Cowboy or Gangster?
Cowboy

43. Preppy or Punk?
Punk?

44. Face or Body?
Both!

45. Good cook or take you out a lot?
Good cook

46. Sweet or sexy?
Both.

47. Armani or Abercrombie?
????

48. Contacts or glasses?
Doesn't matter, (My girlfriend is beatyfull with and without <3)

49. Have you ever had sex in RL?
No which is surprising a lot of people o.o

50. Have you ever thought you'd marry someone you dated?
I dont know if i should tell that XD